There, I’m lost inside all this mess how should I carry on? Sure I can lose it all Leaving damage behind me – I spit on your pain Here they lay underground All the memories rotting – that’s where they belong Buried and never found But still in dark dreams they swarm around Deep distrust All these people behind me are staring at me Soon I’m gonna lose it all And stab thru their forehead to open the eye See? They lay underground Waiting to crawl out and feed on your souls They’re gonna love to eat your souls Flames grow high I cut my skin deeper so you’ll see the sign I love this pain And soon the dead will reign follow me on the way down

Whining with pathetic screams as all those precious dreams burn in unholy fire Shouting heard from through the trees – they came with freezing winds, you know that they all lie Well-known words of hunting beasts – cold ghouls far from behind, they hope they'll never find Bleeding stopped from all the scars that I got from their hands, their filthy hands They kept it doing on and on Bleeding stopped from all the scars that I got from their hands, their filthy hands They kept it doing on and on and on There's a reason Why I became the indestructible sample for self-destruction You should just leave me be I belong to creatures you don't even know about And I'm the one on the hunt now You should just leave me be Released from the handcuffs, stabbed right through the heart It's bleeding through my wretched soul Comes bleeding through Betrayed from the start and stabbed right through the heart It's bleeding through my wretched soul Comes bleeding through - Set my face on fire and stabbed through the heart It's bleeding through my wretched soul Comes bleeding through Betrayed from the start and stabbed right through the heart Right through the heart Right through the heart Right through the heart

There she lied - on the floor - cold floor, cold bathroom floor The flies gathered around - and on the face, on the lips, on the eyes, on the tongue They put their seeds in her - and the smell - that smell - that horrible, awful smell I can't get it out of my nose - oh god - what the hell - should I do - to erase this? It's time to lose my grip – walk around - through the rooms - I need a drink - to calm me down Should I call someone to help? - I stare - at the numbers – on the phone – it's too late They came to take me away... Yeah, she's been dead for fifty-two hours! (8x) Of course they came... Someone must have catched that smell Took me away... They took me far away from her It wasn't hard... The hard thing was to decide Beautiful face... Destroyed to take her life Yeah, she's been dead for fifty-two hours! Now... now... now, now I'm going down...

Black liquid mess Covers my eyes The curse blinds me Overcomes my mind This time you've got me This time... Children fear me My grotesque face My dark needs Overcome me This time you've got me Faces Melt Down Breathing in The chemicals Lead the mind to tornadoes Life Runs Out Breathing in The chemicals Kill the mind It's all false Fading out Burn them so they disappear The people who turned their backs with fear All those liars all those evil servants of despair

Scractch my skin Teeth fall out bleeding tongue Cold knife cuts Dizzy from the hits And the loss of blood Willing to fight back But too deep is the cut On my knees Life's running out Warm and soft Guts in my hand The grudge you hold You never release Even though I'm dead The guilt is still in me There is no excuse For the devil that lurks inside me No use to keep it calm I tried it before It bursts out stronger Infects everyone around me Destroy me Destroy me Fear my wrath Hide from my eyes Run far away Way up high Stronger than ever

In the depth Of your womb It lays hidden behind the door Eating up From the inside Wet arms of the sea Bind Growing eyes They stare at the shore Craving for eternal life and even more Breathe now Breathe through your neck Breathe underwater Greedy eyes They stare at the sea Dagon leads us the way into the abyss Eternal life Two becomes one as they fall How much would you pay? How much would you sacrifice?